Living with Fear
by jmichaeledwards on August 7, 2012
I got a call from a local number I don’t recognize, and I assume it’s probation. I need to check my voice mail, but I don’t want to deal with it. I have clients, potential advertisers, it could be good (…)
Manifestation
by jmichaeledwards on May 20, 2012
First and foremost, just because you master manifestation does not mean that you will no longer have challenges. Challenges are what life is all about. And in fact, manifestation mastery can present a whole new set of challenges. I hesitated (…)
The Ride
by jmichaeledwards on April 22, 2012
It had been an awkward few moments. I was shy and he was either bored or shy himself. I was starring at the way he dressed, brown beanie hat, dark brown leather jacket, slightly baggy dark blue jeans, and untied (…)
Prison Transfer
by jmichaeledwards on April 22, 2012
It was a foggy morning filled with dew. Once we passed the city my sinuses filled with the smell of trees and flowers and nature. I had completely forgotten this sensation. It wasn’t just a smell, it felt amazing. Shackled (…)
The Speech
by jmichaeledwards on April 22, 2012
In jail I’d never gotten anything stolen from me. And I never had to worry about it. In fact, the only time I was missing anything was when a friend was trying to teach me a lesson to watch my (…)
I’m Fat
by jmichaeledwards on January 1, 2012
I am the chief editor of Organic Lifestyle Magazine. And I’m fat. I am not fat like I used to be. At my peak I weighed 368 pounds with a 56 inch waist. I was a big boy back in the day. (…)
I’m Depressed
by jmichaeledwards on November 23, 2011
It hits me every now and then. It hits me hard. It’s debilitating. I used to smoke, drink, and eat way too much and sleep all day when I felt this way. Now I tend to watch too much TV (…)
Adopting a Pet
by jmichaeledwards on October 31, 2011
I read this on Facebook, and I decided it was important enough to publish it and get as many people to read it as possible. I know the information here within this article may be upsetting, but I think everyone (…)
Mind Fuck
by jmichaeledwards on October 22, 2011
She told me I couldn’t do it. I am the type of person you shouldn’t say things like that too. We were talking about sex. We were talking about role playing and domination. I had been her submissive the (…)
Chocolate Seduction
by jmichaeledwards on October 20, 2011
I broke up with her a week ago. I had called it off for many reasons. It was hard for her, but she understood. I had no idea how devious she could be. I was newly celibate. The plan (…)
